Monday, March 3, 2014

Its been way to long since I last wrote and now I am only writing for myself I think and maybe for Jett when he is older. He turned 5 months old on Saturday. The days have blurred into one and it feels like yesterday that I was waddling around with him safely in my belly. Now he is in the world I cannot protect him as much as I could when I was pregnant and I have to take what comes.

He is gorgeous. He is smiley, cute and cuddly and so far as I can see a dream baby. No he doesn't sleep through the night, yes I am exhausted. He wakes once at night to feed and then lately (in the last week or so, he has started to wake ever hour fro 2pm crying out like he is either in pain or having a bad dream. I hope in fact he is teething! Then at least I can help him. I hate the thought that a 5 month old can have a nightmare? About what!

ANyways here are a few pics so you can see just how cute he is.
I love being his mother. I love how tactile he has become and I love taking him out on his walks as he looks at everything now.
I wish I wasn't so tired. I wish I could be 100% there when I am with him instead of half asleep.
I wish time would slow down,but I also wish it would speed up (to where he sleeps all night so that we can too)
I wish I earned more money so that I could do more with him. And I hope he is okay at home with the nanny all day,

Anyway just rambling today as I was thinking about this blog and what to do with it…..